It’s been 12 years since I started this path. Mental illness wasn’t the problem. The struggle was how to regain my confidence and self-esteem after the first onset of symptoms. In retrospect, I felt like an observer. I was aware of my surroundings and the people around me. The constant struggle to try to belong […]
I’d like to share with you a playlist with some songs I’ve made during the summer. I’ve been practicing and learning how to produce hip-hop. My goal is to produce the LoFi genre. It has been an interesting and enjoyable process for the most part. There’s much to learn, and not much time on my […]
It’s a way that sadness manifests itself. A depressive period where you’re trying to make yourself feel anything else other than you. Coping skills are what define you during this moment. Please know that it won’t last forever. What you do during this period might do, however.
You’ve been there before. The process repeats itself. You are well aware of what happens, why, and how it’s going to end.
The following line is from my journal: I’m scared of how much damage I can do. The reason for that is due to the damage I’ve caused to people I love. The problem is that I tend to realize it once I’ve done it. I feel that my intention is never to cause distress to […]
Where you been? I was longing for your return Waiting for my turn To share with you my dream A dream about a place Full of music and light Where I had to inevitably embrace The beauty in your eyes When you look at me And ask me why I answer nothing I have nowhere […]
I started to hear our song The one that we danced Together, as one, as a whole With our bodies and souls I realize that you’re not here Not with me, not together anymore And we’re not dancing either Our bodies and souls are now apart Silence is what I want Please turn off the […]